Pity Party EP

ANA10991 States Away ft. Trove

*EXPLICIT*

When I close my eyes they don't stay shut
Brace myself for a thousand cuts
Yeah I feel a fist running through my gut
So I can't say much no I can't say much

Where will I be when I wake up
What will you say when I give up
What will you feel when I go numb
Where will you be when I'm states away
When I'm states away
When I'm states away

I drink too much but I can't stay drunk
I know you see I can't give a fuck
I'm giving you the best but I'm paralyzed why am I only present when I'm locked inside
You know that I can't tell you hope you realize I can't use my words so I blink my eyes

Chorus

I'm giving you the best but I'm paralyzed why am I only present when I'm locked inside
You know that I can't tell you hope you realize I can't use my words so I blink my eyes

Too many years stumbling down that road
pulling on that rope
with all that weight to bare
Too many pockets filling up with holes
Wearing out my souls
To try to take you there

Chorus

ANA10989 Coming Back Down ft. Trove

I know it hurts sometimes when I come up for air
I know it undermines all the words that I swear
I'm doing my best and I gave you the rest
I guess it hurts sometimes when I'm on in my head

I'm turning back like I always do
Are you waiting for me or passing through

Will you raise your hands up
Even though it's my fault
Will I find you waiting there
Will you catch me when I fall
Cuz I'm coming back down down down down
I'm coming back down down down down

Yeah I know it's dark at night at the end of my rope
Fighting a losing fight but I'm going for rouge
I'm making a mess at least I confess
I know it's dark at night well you don't need a rope

Pre-Chorus

Chorus

Take a walk on my shoulder weigh the words you unwound
I can feel me getting colder as I'm coming back down
Take a walk on my shoulder weigh the words you unwound
I can feel me getting colder as I'm coming back down

Chorus

ANA10813 Psycho ft. Trove

my eyes are shot from looking back at you
but you’re the ghost that I keep running through
you take my words before they come to me
you take my voice so I can’t disagree

i feel you pull me down
my breath is all used up

you follow me wherever I go
You’re on me like a psycho

My tongue gets tied just like you want it to
But you’re the knife that cuts it’s into two
You build me up and break me at the knees
You hold the door and tell me not to leave

ANA10990 Therapy ft. Trove

I been dressing up my ugly thoughts hiding them away
Love letters from dying men leading my astray
Four AM is on my mind keeping me awake
Keeping me awake

Selfishly I make believe that you can count what you can't see
I fix it all I find the flaw to cut her up and close the door
Ooh

I know I need some therapy therapy
But I don't have the currency currency
I know it isn't fair of me fair of me
But you could taking good care of me care of me

I know it's been a trying year I'm giving it my best
And I hope you know I'm lying here feeling all your stress
Just know if you start caving in I'll repay my debt
I'll repay my debt

Pre-chorus

Chorus

I been running from my mind but you keep chasing me
Chasing me
Yeah I've been spending borrowed time will you wait for me

Chorus x2

ANA10992 What You Needed ft. Trove

You tell me I'm no different from the ones I push away
Tell me now you different since it's the reason you can't stay

You don't know you're handing out stale words
Tracing over old scars replacing them with new hurt
Are you afraid of lonely
Or too afraid to know me

Say what you want say what you needed
Words that you thought left me out bleeding
It's time for me to rest my head I'm putting you and me to bed
But did he say what you want
Did he say what you needed

I try to keep it simple but I overthink instead
I thought we could be civil but you seem like you're ashamed

Prechorus

Chorus

ANA10937 Nothing Matters Then We Die ft. Trove

VERSE:
Sunlight pouring through my window
Wind chimes singing as the wind blows
Humming birds kissing on the flowers
Hanging on and on and on because they know

CHORUS:
It’s all about the little things
All about the memories
All about the way you make me feel

(Cuz) No matter how hard we try
Life will always pass us by
No nothing really matters then we die

POST:
Whistle

VERSE 2:
Hold me, while the candles burning
(mmmm) Don’t fight the world is always turning
Don’t you cry, cuz everybody’s hurting
Hanging on and on and on because they know

CHORUS:
It’s all about the little things
All about the memories
All about the way you make me feel

(Cuz) No matter how hard we try
Life will always pass us by
No nothing really matters then we die