ANA11240
Fake Happy

Lyrics

Spilling half full glasses
When the silver lining has become too plastic
Actively becoming passive
Aggressively killing all my happiness
But everything is gonna be fine

So why do we go out and stay inside our minds?
When we could just stay in and go out fo our minds?

Introverted life but horizontally complacent
I guess I'll take a rain check on my emotion
Cuz it takes less of my energy to fake it
Focus on the pain less
My ambivalence already feels like a vacation

(chorus)
Everybody's sitting here pretending they don't want to feel
Just to be fake happy
It's hard enough to smile when you want it
But it's harder when you do it just to fake happy
I could be real sad and tell you everything
And I could scream out loud and make you listen to me
But I don't wanna be a burden
When it's personal it's better just to hurt and be fake happy

I got a lot of worries in my head like it's a hobby of mine
I ironically my depressions at an all time high
and I'm addicted to anxiety
I'm overdosing on the worst case scenario
I gotta keep myself clean

Such a hide and seek narrative
Covering the story til I find a way to care again
Paying a tax on my mind
I keep it under the table so when I am able to
So I can keep it all stable

Fake it til it makes you happy
It's easier to settle for less than have it all
The feelings are mixed don't wanna stir'em up
Just keep it to yourself all bottled up
Cuz it's never enough, you know it's never enough

Drink until the end of the bottle
Tell the whole damn world you got problems
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